Unnamed

What is this feeling? When I look
Into your dark eyes and feel myself
Drowning in something unknown.
Like a swimmer caught in the
Undertow, what pulls me is
Unseen yet it is there.
I cannot ignore the way my
Insides quiver when you smile,
Or that my eyes light up when
You look my way in a crowd.
It’s more than the butterflies
In my stomach when your
Arms lift me off the ground,
Or the emotional rollercoaster
Thoughts of you send me on.
It’s something unrecognizable,
Unnamed. I do not know if it is love.
I only know I have no
Ability or wish to control it.