I Wish I Didn't Care

I Wish I Didn’t Care

I wish I didn’t care
When you walk in the room
That you were not the sunshine
That brightens up my gloom

I wish I never noticed
The color of your eyes
And that I hadn’t picked you
Out of all the other guys

I wish the sound of your voice
Didn’t make my knees go weak
That when I hear your laugh
My day becomes less bleak

I wish I didn’t care
When you talk to other girls
That thinking of you with them
Didn't put my head in whirls

I wish I never let myself
Fall for you so hard
I wish that I could learn
To not let down my guard

You’d think I’d learn my lesson
I’ve been through this before
I’ve told myself a million times
I’d deal with this no more

But somehow I can’t listen
To my head and change my ways
And I only hear the words
That my mistaken heart says

But now my heart it wonders
Why it does this every time
When all I do is fall from
These heights I quickly climb

And so I tear my eyes away
Each time I want to stare
And repeat to myself
That I simply just won’t care.